🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable. The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically begin with intense pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours. About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods. What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center. Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads. Historical healing records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this. In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints. Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments. A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed. National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people. But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals. The official guidelines need revising to reflect a